I wake up feeling lost, helpless and confused
Wondering what am i going to do
My heart telling me to quit, but my mind don’t want to do it,
I tell myself I’m doing it for my family who needs me, but i need someone too so who’s going to help me?
I don’t see people or hear things but i feel like I’m going crazy cause my
Mind an heart feel different things. I try to avoid it but i only stress myself out,
I try to tame it but it makes me angry and i lash out.
But, when i look at my kids all things are beautiful, when i look at my kids the world seems curable, when i look at my kids i see myself, when i look at my kids I want to better myself. I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me, i can over come this Evil that lives inside of me.
I gotta believe and step out on faith, LORD is my savior, let us embrace him, and we going to pray tonight, looking at my kids sleep i know we’re going to be alright. I’m going to be alright, I’m going to meditate and pray… Y’all have a goodnight.